Deception pt2 "Im Cutting Myself With Stones"

As I began to shut down from these frequent experiences with family members and family friends ,I felt myself at a tender young age begin to grow cold on the inside. As a child molester who molested me in front of my little brother was freed of all charges and the lawyers put me if front of the town to mark me as a" attention deprived child with a vivid imagination" the walls became thicker and more fortified. I watched the very innocence of my childhood be dragged away and marred as like the woman caught in the act of adultery and was about to be stoned, but I was barely even 11 years old when all of this finally came to the surface.

Where was God in all of this at that time I had no clue and I figured He didn't care about what was going on with me .Deception 2 God doesn't see or care ,So maybe He doesn't really exist.(John1:1;14, John3:16)

I began to cut and burn myself to feel anything, still at this point I was doing well in sports and school was easy ,but I was alone and the accolades of the crowd only lasted for a moment , but the haunting of the abused seemed to always out last the victory song.

Deception 3 You'll never be anything more than used goods.(2Cor 5:17)

Nobody wants used goods and that was my belief as my world began to fall all to pieces around me. My dreams as a young child to own , invent , be president, change the world and help people turned into a life of trying to survive. The only people that I let in and had not been pushed out of my heart was my close family mainly my brothers and my grandmother. Even my mother and I started to drift apart as she was still trying to find her own way. No one could get in not even God......

You may know people who are able to benefit from theses readings , this isn't just a tool for me to vent but to empower so for every deception I have a scripture references to help you or someone you may know who may need it. You can also find your own

Christ is the source of life and I encourage each of you to began to embark on a journey of your own to uncover the deceptions in your own life and destroy every work of darkness. You may journey with me as I confront my own , and I know that deliverance will soon come as it has for me in this short time of confronting the spirit of deception, until next blog. I love you all. 1w/God