Deception Exposed

For anyone reading this blog Im sorry for the technical difficulties .Obviously the enemy has no desire for me to write on this subject, but I think Ill do it anyway.

Be writing soon to physical/Deception pt2 .Love you all 1w/God

Deception/Perception.

Is your perception full of deception?

I knew I would need to go here for a couple of excerpts to expose this demon of mayhem. As I began to think on what God wanted me to say I began to feel nauseated and that was all the conformation I needed to go forward with this.

The funny thing about this is that God wanted me not to just expose the spirit of deception it self ,but to expose where it has worked in my life as well. So my prayer is that you will find freedom for yourself as I bare my own nakedness. Some content may be a little raw but that's how God wants me to come raw and unformed in "His" image and not "My"own.

Physically- Many females may be able to relate in their own ways on how they have struggled physically. As a young girl I was always the shortest and smallest amongst my group of peers which ranged from family to the few people I called friends.

I was brown skinned with funny eyes and knobby knees, pigeon toed and thick hair that my mom always kept braided up or my grandmother would put in those ugly little plaits ,Make you look like a pic-a- na-ney. Anyway, I loved myself, I thought i was pretty cute , until one day it started with rumors of my mother not really being my mother and my grandmother not really being my grandmother.

My cousin in whom I will not reveal began telling me all types of things about the family and how we werent really related at that time He began to make advances towards me that lead from him playing with my barely formed breast to feeling between my legs, until I was rubbing his penis and him placing it on my face(I could still feel it on my face for the longst time throughout childhood in to adulthood) and wanted me to kiss on it and show me how to give head ,and I refused but the persisting took place and for a young girl I began to learn how to put up walls. Previous verbal and mental abuse help to get me into a dark place where deception could began to speak to me and change my whole perception of my young life, so full of promise was now being snatched away........... Deception #1 Nobody cares and they won't believe you. cont..on next post 1w/God.